For a class that I'm taking, I had to write briefly about something difficult that Jesus has helped me through in my life. Figured I'd share it here too...
In
2008, my wife and I celebrated the seemingly normal birth of our second
daughter, Reagan. She was just as
precious and as beautiful as her older sister and we were so glad to finally
hold her and take her home to be a part of our family. Six days after her birth, our world was
turned upside down as we noticed her experiencing seizures in the middle of the
night. The next morning we were at the
doctor’s office when she began having another seizure which led us immediately
to the Emergency Room of our hospital.
Several days of testing produced no answers and we were left hoping for
the best but expecting the worst.
We
would eventually learn that Reagan suffered a brain injury sometime prior to
being born, apparently as the result of oxygen not getting to her brain. The result of that injury is that our
daughter has not progressed normally along the developmental path of most
children her age. Today, at 4 years old,
she can neither talk nor walk and is entirely dependent on her family to meet
her most basic needs.
In
spite of all of the difficulties that our family has faced as a result of
Reagan’s injury, the thing that overwhelmingly sticks out to me as I look back
over the last four years is how God has again and again done good to us through
this difficult situation. For a while, I
really wondered if I could live the rest of my life with a disabled daughter
and not go crazy or lose faith in God’s goodness. What has surprised me is the way in which my
faith has actually grown stronger and how in many ways life has even become
more worth living. I have come to
appreciate the uniqueness of life that I see in Reagan and in others who have similar
struggles in life. I have also come to
enjoy the thought of heaven even more where I have the hope of seeing my
daughter enjoy a new body and even more than that to experience the awesome
presence of the God who created her and loves her. I can’t wait to see her face when she sees Him
face to face and He makes all of her struggles on earth turn into joy that will
last forever!
Having
Jesus to walk with me through this and probably more often, to carry me through
the difficulties of life has made all of the difference to me. Life isn’t easy and there will always be
opportunities to give up and lose hope, but when we go through those times with
a God who cares for and comforts us we often find great treasure even in the
darkness. If you are struggling because
you are facing the difficulties of your life without His help, let me invite
you to come near to Him today. Take a
minute right now and pray to Him asking Him to help you and to turn your
difficulties into blessings, like he has done for me. While you are at it, if you haven’t asked him
to forgive you of your sins and invited Him to be your Lord and Savior, you
might want to do that too. I did, and it
was the best thing that has ever happened to me.